I have a sudden urge.
To do something stupid. Whomp I need someone to talk to.
I don’t know what to do.
In the past few days everyone has decided to walk back into my life again. I don’t know if I should allow it or just tell them to fuck off. I’m scared to open up to anyone again. They weren’t there when I needed them the most through the hardest part of my life. But now when I’m finally starting to except how much everything has changed and began to put my life back together they are there like nothing ever happened? Well guess what I’m not the same person I was before , and I never will be again. I’ve been through so much I’m just not able to be the same Ever. And me letting yous back into my life I Think will just be another huge mistake. cause you all are just gonna leave again when you notice I’m not the same person and I never will be and I’m just gonna be hurt again. It’s not happening, I can’t let it. I’m sorry.
